My life is not very interesting. No
boyfriend, no parties, my Facebook friendliest is a great exaggeration of
reality and in fact I don't have that many friends. I moved from my hometown to
a new big city when I was 15 and never looked back, now I'm still in that same
big city but I keep looking for bigger and better things. I have changed quite
a bit, I use to be an overachiever, school was easy and then I went online for
the rest of the day, but you'll have to know that, that no longer fulfills me.
I'm still looking for excitement and fell in a ready state of stagnation were I
no longer fell like I'm moving forward and this is letting me in a weird stage
of doing absolutely nothing. I'm afraid of taking chances, and I can't seem to
put myself out there, and take action, in any situation, in anyway, I just
can't. I can't enter a contest because I'm afraid I'll lose, I can't even look
into an opportunity of any sort of thing since I'm afraid I won't be able to do
it.
And you know why I
hate it? Because I'm fighting against myself. So this is an attempt to stand up
and take action. In this blog I'll write my weekly accomplishments, the things
I achieve they can be small, like last week I went to a conference about Syria,
that meant that I had to skip lunch time with my friends, but I see them almost
every other day, and the conference really meant something to me so I went.
Small things can
mean a lot to me, small things can make a really big difference. So this is
what it is, a small thing in order for me to become the person I want to be.
